“Sometimes Unloved”!
6/26/08
11/20/07
I have journeyed across those dimensions of loneliness,
searching always,for that one human love of loves.
Never realizing I possessed it, for its essence has been
given to me years ago.
Only now, can I fathom through loving others,
with Gods Agape;is it easier to love others,than to be in love?
Only in this manner can I feel complete within my spirit,
and rid myself of your sorrows and woundings.
For when we three share feelings,it
is difficult to not empathize with your hearts needs.
Call it absorbtion, or osmosis; I must literally sorrow:
in your woundings: as any counselor of God must do.
Destroying selfishness is a lifelong pursuit,
waiting in my faith to sense it’s death in heart.
I had hopes years ago,in the beginning that
God would have provided me a helpmeet, but;
that was not to be.
For life has shorter durations for different people.
I would have to suffice with a minimum of years
of human love, and continually love others.
Hand in hand through old age, just wasn’t meant
to be something I could cherish.
Gods love increases over time,until time becomes of little
value,if anything it constantly reminds us of the soul-search
for ones helpmeet,even though the heart ages,the love within that
heart never dies,but lies in wait for loving again; an epiphany!
“But for you oh! God,I would have no love at all,
to receive or give”.
In your loving forgiveness, (Grace)
lampwickke xxx
