“Gods Sovereignty”!
11/1/08
Of the many women I have worked with,approximately a little
over 70% in the beginning of their choice; to want healing from
their God: was only the giving of lip service?
Saying,yes! I want my healing from my God.But;when reality hits
they call a screeching halt to giving their all to Him!
Usually, but not always I get the fallout,just like God does when
prayers happen not to be answered.Therefore,all manner of attitudes
of spite; come full bore at the humaness of me. This I don’t mind,
yet; in this process: God is teaching me how to deal with others,
unforgiveness of failing them.
It matters not, that in the beginning when others seek their healing
from their God; it is explained to them: just what that entails?
It is their choice to either submit,or not.Just like their Salvation,
it was their choice to accept their Salvation; or reject it? Few,
remember that time,in their desparation they cried out to their God
for His love,unknown to them He was ready and waiting to give it.
All they had to do was to surrender their selfishness,and ask.
When it comes to healing or forgiveness,they are reticent about
humbling themselves like the first time they asked Him for something.
“Lacking unconditional love”,was the phrase I was accused of;in bitterness
and disdain,as though I was responsible for having the same human frailities
that they might have had? I understood the pain in the accusation,it is
no new thing,to be blamed for Christs failings for another? Dare I say
that? I can and will, it wasn’t Christs fault if one of His sisters made
a choice to back out.Or wouldn’t participate in her healing.It wasn’t as
if I wasn’t clear in the beginning.
Gods unconditional love, is founded upon the standards He himself set in
place for Himself. His sovereignty is never changing,His rules which
He cannot break for any of His children.Those rules which extend into eternity
and beyond are who He is. Which of us can even claim the understanding
of a love which is unconditional,have any seen that kind of love ever?
Felt it,know it; have yielded to it: for what it is?
I can honestly say, I haven’t; I can only relate to His unconditional love,
by a poor facimile; compared to what type of human love: I have experienced
to date. Only through His love, and His word; can I hope to someday know it?
When we think,if we should ever think;
not many of us know to what depth Gods qualities compare with: when we say
we know God? The best we can truthfully say is “that we know (of) God”,and that
is the best we can do. Only a second hand use of words describing what we think
is of God,epitomizes our only understanding in a personal sense? In Truth,we
have no idea of how our God thinks,what His ways are,or His thoughts.We base
these quantums of God on what we think.Bearing strong influence upon the insruction
of our Holy Spirit relative to our Spirit.He teaches,yet! so many Christians have
no relationship, or even less communication with our Holy Spirit; to gather what
truth there is available: to understand our personal God.
With the ministries God has given me,I know without a doubt that I have been
called & chosen, anointed to do for Him; in the best manner I can. But; I am only
human still,and if anything we should understand about this condition,it is that
I make errors for I am not yet spirit; and thus imperfect! So your forgiveness is
required for me at times.This is His Word,not mine. I can knowingly subject
myself to His Word now with all my heart,but; there will come a time. Until then
forgive me my shortcomings and inadequacies as I do the best that I can?
With the interpretation of His Spirits words.
In His love,
lampwickke
xxx
