“Gods Sovereignty”!

 

 

 

 

  

 

 

 

 

 

 

      11/1/08

 

 

 

 

           Of the many women I have worked with,approximately a little

           over 70% in the beginning of their choice; to want healing from

           their God:  was only the giving of lip service?

           Saying,yes! I want my healing from my God.But;when reality hits

           they call a screeching halt to giving their all to Him!

 

           Usually, but not always I get the fallout,just like God does when

           prayers happen not to be answered.Therefore,all manner of attitudes 

           of spite; come full bore at the humaness of me. This I don’t mind,

           yet; in this process: God is teaching me how to deal with others,

           unforgiveness of failing them.

 

 

           It matters not, that in the beginning when others seek their healing

           from their God; it is explained to them: just what that entails?

           It is their choice to either submit,or not.Just like their Salvation,

           it was their choice to accept their Salvation; or reject it? Few,

           remember that time,in their desparation they cried out to their God 

           for His love,unknown to them He was ready and waiting to give it.

           All they had to do was to surrender their selfishness,and ask.

 

 

           When it comes to healing or forgiveness,they are reticent about 

           humbling themselves like the first time they asked Him for something.

           “Lacking unconditional love”,was the phrase I was accused of;in bitterness 

           and disdain,as though I was responsible for having the same human frailities

           that they might have had? I understood the pain in the accusation,it is 

           no new thing,to be blamed for Christs failings for another? Dare I say 

           that? I can and will, it wasn’t Christs fault if one of His sisters made

           a choice to back out.Or wouldn’t participate in her healing.It wasn’t as

           if I wasn’t clear in the beginning.

 

 

 

           Gods unconditional love, is founded upon the standards He himself set in 

           place for Himself. His sovereignty is never changing,His rules which 

           He cannot break for any of His children.Those rules which extend into eternity

           and beyond are who He is. Which of us can even claim the understanding 

           of a love which is unconditional,have any seen that kind of love ever? 

           Felt it,know it; have yielded to it: for what it is?

           I can honestly say, I haven’t; I can only relate to His unconditional love,

           by a poor facimile; compared to what type of human love: I have experienced

           to date. Only through His love, and His word; can I hope to someday know it? 

 

 

 

           When we think,if we should ever think;

           not many of us know to what depth Gods qualities compare with: when we say

           we know God? The best we can truthfully say is “that we know (of) God”,and that 

           is the best we can do. Only a second hand use of words describing what we think

           is of God,epitomizes our only understanding in a personal sense? In Truth,we

           have no idea of how our God thinks,what His ways are,or His thoughts.We base

           these quantums of God on what we think.Bearing strong influence upon the insruction

           of our Holy Spirit relative to our Spirit.He teaches,yet! so many Christians have

           no relationship, or even less communication with our Holy Spirit; to gather what 

           truth there is available: to understand our personal God.

 

 

           With the ministries God has given me,I know without a doubt that I have been

           called & chosen, anointed to do for Him; in the best manner I can. But; I am only 

           human still,and if anything we should understand about this condition,it is that

           I make errors for I am not yet spirit; and thus imperfect! So your forgiveness is 

           required for me at times.This is His Word,not mine. I can knowingly subject 

           myself to His Word now with all my heart,but; there will come a time. Until then

           forgive me my shortcomings and inadequacies as I do the best that I can?

           With the interpretation of His Spirits words.

 

 

 

 

                   In His love,

 

                               lampwickke

                                               xxx